I’ve been trying to write on my blog for some time now but i couldn’t find any time as i had my Accounting papers going on. Now, i am free but there is some personal stuff i want to take care of first. I will be posting you guys time after time.
Love ya all
~Crabbie~ xox
I don’t know why i am writting on this. I guess i am really tired of all this shit going around me. I just came across a youtube video. It moved me. 1st time in my life i cried watching something like a video. The bitter reality is… That is MY story (reasons may be different).
Ah… Life can be hard… How hard? Well it really depends upon how much you can take. God never gives you the burden you can’t bear. So yeah, i guess i am just being a coward….
May be i am just over reacting to stuff just because, this end of the year is going really hard on me but i am just hoping for all good.
Yes i am scared and yes i am tired of being torn down again and again… But that 14 year old kid told me… I have million reasons to stay…
Ahh… Last night i was driving down to a really crowded area of the city (Lahore), and i saw a car on the right side of the road at the speed of 20 km/h. Without hesitation i just said, “I bet she is a woman”. I over took it and HOLLA!!! it was a woman. That made me think for a while that how was that? I mean the feeling that someone is driving insane, its likely to come into the mind that it have to be a woman.
Well there is always a discussion between women drivers and men drivers. Of course both parties never said that their specie is worse than the other, and YES! i m not gonna say that men are bad drivers 
There is always a weird feeling when you used to drive for your family all the time and now you have to sit next to the driver. You always drive your way, Imagining what would you had done if you were driving. Yes i do that and its kind of torturing. Specially when my mom drives the car. Damn I cannot resist it. I just yell “OMG mama (yes i call her mama xp) you have breaks too. USE THEM!!!) its not because she drives fast, its because i get scared if she will kill someone xD.
Time for some facts now. Do you know that most car accidents are by men every year in America? Yes that is true. But here is the ironic thing they always ignore. 80% of those accidents are by men who drives drunk late night after coming back from bars or whatever. No i am not telling that women are bad drivers. I am just saying that its just a kind of image in our mind now that society created. I’ve never seen a women driving so crazy as the pictures i uploaded… Except my aunt turned her car turtle once … Or my mum crashed in a big city bus in its big tyre and when they asked to reverse, she said “NO! you do it for me, i still don’t know how to reverse a car”. Funny yeah i know but that wasn’t a joke :p. Still i never saw a woman driving out of the garage right through the gate without opening it either. Yes that was a man >.<
The real thing is, In my opinion women get confused really fast when you give them a lot of choice. And on the road while driving, its hell one of a situation. I guess that is where some of them just mess things up. No offence to ladies here but i really don’t want to stuck behind a really slow car, on the extreme right side of the road… So i have to overtake from Left. Haha
here is some fun stuff for you 
. and from me its adios, bye bye
Crabbie ~xox~
Right now i am kinda lost. Just started blogging and i guess i am gonna start with a bang. Yes this will be LEGEND… Wait for it… DARY!!!
Just kinda had a small verbal fight, and i just found a topic on which i can yap on. Well emotions, there is degree to that too. Yeah, a person can even have emotions for a toothbrush he used to brush with daily. Its weird but it is a truth.
Emotions for people are really hard to explain even the person who feels it, might won’t be able to explain. Like right now i am kind of thinking something that is unexplanable. Well emotions make or ruin your day. Today i am experiencing the latter one. Lets kick off with types of emotions.
1. Parental Emotions
These emotions are typically study based if unfortunately you are a student. Your conversation kind of always start with your studies and end on it too (other discussions are all within the studies xp) but there ARE some real emotions in both of them except studies. Yes no one can deny the love of a mother. And let me clear one thing, when a child do anything that can have consequences, he will always think about parents. Try it.
2. Siblingly Emotions
Quite strong. Love between siblings (specially brothers and sisters) is really really OVERPOWERED thing. You cannot deny it and you can’t hate them at all (even though u can say it)
3. Love Emotions
Really really hard to encounter. You will always feel so weak and sometimes pathetic. A lot of things that you want to say, you will not because of these emotions. Its like telling yourself to hold back without knowing it (actually i don’t know what i am saying ) But yeah. These emotions are really strong and ironic thing is, the more stronger they are the more weak you will be. You can feel lonely, left alone and sometimes dying.
Conclusion
No matter how much you try, emotions won’t leave you. I’ve told so many bad features of it but the real thing is, emotions are the best thing a human have. Its one of the thing that makes us say that we are alive. And it makes us lively. No matter how much weak it makes us, when it comes to the real bond, it makes us way stronger. I love emotions and i am proud that i have them even if i have them unintentionally.
P.S. I know i am kinda sucking at blogging but i deserve a chance at least :s
